Morganna

rest in peace..my sunny

2009-10-17T20:00:16Z

to day my sunny bear passed on,, she was a tiny black and white shitzu...who i have had 14 years.. some of you remember her.... she was always with me.. she was vy vy blonde and i loved her vy much.......i lost a peace of my heart to day.......as i sit here.. tears dropping on the key board,,,i know my world will be a little bit bleaker with out her....

REST IN PEASE.. MY BABY GIRL.. MY SUNNY BEAR

small vent

2009-09-17T07:44:05Z

as u know i am living with my daughter and scar is keeping the apptment. he was barely making it on 1000.amt,,, so now the goverment TOOK 200 out for back taxes or something.. so guess who gave 2./3 ds of her ck to bail him.. im at beths i wont starve..and he is a friend but i cant keep this up....i cannt... can they take your disablity????? that makes no sense.....

its like no one cares....... you fight and fight and for what......giving love to u guys.... sorry for the rant...m

no i am not dead`

2009-09-07T03:31:20Z

i state that because some people have been telling others that i am no longer around

YES it has been 6 mts ,it has been a busy 6 mts

YES i am getting a divorce

NO i dont want to talk about.. except to maybe 3 people and you know who you are...YES i have moved out.. am living with beth while i try to file for my divorce,,,,,

i got one of those file it your self (so u can save money you dont have in the first place)divorce kits and apparently i am an idoit...or it is not written in english because i am having a hell of a time with it

YES scar is doing ok ..he is getting ssi and living by him self..well him and 15 cybergirl friends,,,

we are still talking and i hope after 15 yrs can remain friends,,,,,but i wouldnt bet my last toco on it
he is not doing as well as hoped but then again he is not taking care of him self ,

NO i am not his mommy nor do i wish to be......

YES i do remember amptgard ,,, but i dont have the time or money for it no,,, and if you cant understand that,,well maybe we werent really friends at all.....

i am slowly finding my self again... and damn.. i like me.... i hope to to more and start living again... so far,,i am,......

for my true friends out there ,,YES i still love you and miss you... 1-210-781-5483,,,,,and no i am not stupid.. i know people read these things,, but if a stranger wants to waste their time calling me on a criket cell phone,, well enjoy....

i am a bitch at the best of times,, and these are'nt them....so call at your own risk.......

to those i love... sorry i havent kept in touch.... i will try to do better....

but as i said ,,i am alive,,,and thats a good thing......m

ohhhhhh

2009-01-31T20:50:25Z

ohhh i love yellow roses.... thank you so much to jen and david from us both.....they made me smile, and i so needed a smile....thank you......

i have so many wonderful friends....i...love...u....all......m

pret @ 2009-01-27T13:29:00

2009-01-27T19:31:49Z

he is home. which is good. but going nuts trying to take care of him and do everything else.... i am being a wuss.... le sigh..... happy he is home though... thanks to christine for all her help yeasterday, she is my heroine.... and bisqit... he is my hero...........hugs

pret @ 2009-01-26T09:56:00

2009-01-26T15:59:14Z

well most of you know , he did not make it home friday..they found 2 bloodclots in his arm where the pick line got infected....le sigh......

they said he would be home monday, but i am afraid to hope......... am waiting for his calll, thats all i can do is wait........so maybe today

its been 3 wks today.......such a long time.........

pret @ 2009-01-22T11:45:00

2009-01-22T17:47:31Z

well hi there world, they are talking sending him home today, a lot going on.... im not holding my breath.... we shall see,,,,,, he is going to be down for a while... and i am trying to get ready for this, sigh... at least hes doing better.....smiles.....

happy babbling

2009-01-18T05:29:36Z

WHEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! he is out of icu.. as of to day, he is on a nother speacial ward.. but its not icu.... he is in 478 at st lukes..... and i love that hospital and every one in it.......

ginger came by today, i can not say how much she has done for us... she works there and has been keeping an eye on every thing, plus , she translates the medical speek for me.......she has been a hero....

there are a lot of heros in my life right now, and u know who you all.....
christine has been wonderful, virgina and her hubby, carol, my kids.... so many people , that have been wonderful....i think u all....

my kids have shown me one thing durning this.... i did a damn good job rasing them... they are loving caring people..... pretty good for a 17 yr who had no ideal what she was doing when she had her first baby......

if it seems i am babbling, well duh... he is still vy vy sick... but not in icu.... no tubes in his mouth and nose, ok 1 in nose for air, but stilll.....and he is eatting real food, small portions but eatting, he didnt like the lunch there so beth and bob and sara stoled me for lunch at this really good german place. and we ordered yager snizzle( sorry about the spelling. finally took pain med, and they are workin)and german potatoe salad,, and smuggled it in, with a mountain dew....and he loved it and ate what he could

the cna came in as i was feeding him, cause he is just that week, and looked at me and asked,,did u bring that in to him...i looked back .with my big brown eyes and said, no we found it in the room on his tray......heres your sign...... ok i didnt say the part about the sign...... ny mother in law is cracking up. but.. that s

just me, it was a stupid questin, and thats what i give back, was nice about it, and the lady laught,,,still

some one i admire, once said stupid should hurt,,, and maybe she is right....it should at least sting a bit.......

i am beat doen to day worse than normal....so hugd to all of you, and thanks for the help and the love and the beening there, honestly i have has some shit thingd hasppen,but this was the hardest to take,,,much loveto u aLL...morgi

and my kids have driven me every day, and been there for me....i feel so gratfyide by the way they turnout,,,hugd to to all,, a happy morgi,,,,,

life is not my friend

2009-01-16T16:02:50Z

just a note, i will write more later, it has been 12 days now, and he is awake as of yesterday, and vy vy vy ill.... the bloodclot was in his lungs not his legs, and there are many other things wrong with him.....

if this sounds like i am numb, its because i am..... i am all cried out... and right now i am a zombie........

ty so much to those who have been there for me....i love you,,,, it is lonely and scary, and u all made it poss. for me to move on every day....

am going to hospital... i have been there every day... i stay there all day. so if u need to reach me, please call my cell.
love to all, please pray for him..... more later....m

blah

2008-11-14T18:04:47Z

it accurs to me i have no life.... which is probl. why i dont write much in here any more.... i sit at home and do house work, and thats about it.... blah... have been sick...cough cough. and the leg is still out ..

my hubby called to ck on me, and asked me if i was going to be able to run with him to do a few bills and a bit of shopping, said he could do it by himself......I DONT THINK SO.nooooo its my time to get out of the house, i live for fridays...no no no...i think i scared him...lmao....but sick or not dont even try to take my day out away for me....
will still be going to my sisters for thanksgiving, but what was going to be a quiet dinner for 5 is now one of our crazy family things, the the count was 14 adults and a few kids, and i dont think that is going to be all....le sigh......so much for quiet dinner......

hummm going to take med now and lay back down, gurrrrrrr i hate sick,,,laters...m

arrggggg

2008-11-12T06:14:07Z

well this day not going like i plained... scar took off yesterday to take me to the doctor, and guess what, wrong day..le sigh...so i then didnt have a ride for wensday..so i called and reset it for the 18th.......

mean while the leg has gotten so bad , i cant walk even in the house with out help...and i hate that...

on a wonderful up note, sara is movied down, and chris will be here for at least 5 mts. so i have all my kids here for once...yay...meeeee/////

well its later than i though. so will go for now....nite to me....m

pret @ 2008-11-03T12:42:00

2008-11-03T19:11:10Z

helloooo??? any body out there......??????

yes i am still around.... its been a long long time..... i would update. but omg..its been to long ...

we did move.. and i love my tiny appt...just right for us and the dogs... only now we are on the other side of town,,,

we got a new car!!!!! finally. and poor izzy, who was being a wonderful daughter-in_law and loaning us her truck, now has her wheels back....ours is a suv...and vy easy for me to get in too....yay!!!!!much yay

hopefully this will work and i will be able to post pic of car here... still dont know how to do a cut..le sigh....

and i ...am...an... idiot....le sigh

went out to amptgard event this weekend...and it was wonderful to see every one..... i have missed a lot of people there...but saterday evening , i got a little ahhhh tipsy... for the first time in a long time....ok i got drunker than cootie brown...and as per normal. thought i was superwoman... and was walking and even running or so i have been told... and no cane.... so yesterday i was really in pain and today , i can hardly walk at all. i did make it to my chair... but omg... i am hurting,,,, stupid leg... stupid morgi.... le sigh

hehehe forgot how cute some of my friends are when they are tipsy
and there was a lot of that going around.....k was just cute as heck, and it made me smile to see her so relaxed.....lol i also noticed that she passed her pink whatever the hell that was to my girl...c. lmao.... who was also cute...theres something about some one wearing pink ...ah male parts on their heads , that tickles the heck out of me....

but all in all a good weekend. at least for me...scar was asleep in the car most of the weekend with his eyes swolen.. and on benidrel...not sure i spelled that right
but he was gone... he is doing much better now, and i want to thank everyone who helpped us

lots more happened ,some good and some not so good, but it was a good weekend over all......

and sara is moving to san antonio!!!!!!!!!!yay!!!! thats 3 out of 4 of my kids here now, and hehehe , i am working on chris..... woot... makes me one happy camper... oh and sara is pg again.. so a brand new grand child for me...that makes 11 ... hummm i am slowly taking over,,,, yep nothing like breeding your own army...lmao

wow this sucker is getting long..so will close for now......but its nice to be back on here too. now i have to go read up on my friends.. that should take a few hrs.....missed u all tooo...... laters....m

ahhhhhhhhh yay!!!!!!!!

2008-05-02T21:48:35Z

I DONT BELIEVE IT...!!!!!omg omg omg ,i have gotten ssi!!!!! i thought nobody got it the first time........but i am setting here looking at 2 cks......no information yet..but was told that would follow......

and to beat it all we are moving into a new place this week end..and we had a short payck so was afraid we would not be able to make it this wk.....

i feel so relieved. no its not much, but its something, and it proves i have not been crazy all these years.......

and thank you for your support.....with out the encouragement,i would not have done it, cause i dont like hand outs...even from the goverment........

but i feel very relieved..like a weight is gone....... ok i am going to stop now.....but omg omg......laters.....m

pret @ 2008-03-17T12:40:00

2008-03-17T17:45:44Z

i live.....
its been forever, sorry,...ssi,paperwork is coming along.....scar has a job......yay...and i am not feeling well.........so more later.....but i am alive.....

pret @ 2008-02-19T21:25:00

2008-02-20T03:26:40Z

sec day of the flu..beth and i both....scar is doing every thing...cant set up long.... that is all....arrrgggggg....m

pret @ 2008-02-12T14:04:00

2008-02-12T20:05:48Z

i am alive.......kinda.....that is all......m

yeeee haaaa

2008-01-18T17:42:05Z

well last night was something else!!!!!!!

we all went to me and c.a. .. when ginger(spice) got on stage to sing....tom came up . took the mike from her...pulled out the ring and...ta da....... ginger and tom are getting married.....

ginger and tom are engaged...... so cool... they are both so happy

everyone there knew he was going to but her.... it was a set up. by bethy ,me ,tom ,and gingers mom.....beth , lynn and my self were all crying when he asked her,,it was so sweet.....it made me happy to see how happy they were...

ok lots...going on here....but will update later , and i am still hung over from last nite.....we all were drinking a bit after......m

pret @ 2008-01-09T13:30:00

2008-01-09T19:32:21Z

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pret @ 2007-12-30T22:55:00

2007-12-31T05:10:31Z

yep christmas is done...yay.... dinner was nice.... we had lots to eat and just the right amount of people.......

also yay, my phone is back on....... so if i havent called you ..its because i could not........

today was kinda crazy..... bo's bike was stolen.... poor kid had it only 5 days.... santa brought it and he was heart broken......then some kid knocked him down and started kicking him...poor baby...

sara and eric came by... they dropped the baby off while they went to see the nutcracker.... beth was going to babyset.... which she did till pool time... then i got kiddo duty... was nice... kid has good lungs, ill say that for her.....

bizqit also dropped by ..again yay.... got to see all 3 of my kids today.... thats always nice....have had 3 invites to new years parties... will go to tom's as it will be smaller and a bit more quite...was sad i could not have one this year....but ,maybe next year......

other than a bunch of us going out friday nite thats about it.......although my hubby went with us and that was nice and fun too ...also not the norm....

ok hes falling asleep on the couch ..lol...so i guess its bed time......

HAPPY NEW YEARS ALL

and nite to me....m

doesnt suprise me

2007-12-26T19:18:43Z

happy holidays and quick update......

2007-12-25T04:58:33Z

wow ..lots has happened......sadly we got turned down for the appartment i wanted, but i still have my hopes... something will turn up.....

sara and eric came down..it was great to see them and my 2 litlle angels....made for a large happy.

ginger and tom came back yesterday,and we did a gift exchange..... and wow considering how many baked goods she droped off and w/ what we did..... this place is a denist nightmare....lol

oh and for those who knew sunnybear was lost....she came home and all is well......i was so happy .i cryed for hrs when i thought she was gone...i've had sunny 11 yrs......so i am soooo relieved....

also went to dave and busters w/ abby and matt.....first time......neat...... peter pipers for big people.....we had sooooo much fun....food was really good also.....matt and abi are so much fun to hang w/.....

at this point beth is wrapping gifts(cause i suck at wrapping,,lol) and scar went to toms to get the boys new bikes which were hidden there... ah ..christmas is almost on us....yeha.....

dinner tomorrow will be nice i think....no turkey this year.....nope ..we've gone texan.....lol.....ham
brisket
rolls
corn on cob
sweet potatoes
twice baked potatoes
green bean cas.
pea salad
fruit salad
cheese and veg. trays
and 3 kinds of pies ,2kinds of cookies,chess cake,and brownies....

we kinda down sized our normal dinner....but i think it still will be nice ,even if we left some things off.......

and only about 10 people so a small cozy christmas this year......

ok gotta go stuff stockings....more later and

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL AND MERRY CHRISTMAS..........m

baby

2007-12-21T05:22:48Z

my friends warren and christine(once known in amtgard as loreli)are the proud parents of a new baby boy........WAY TO GO GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhh a christmas baby....m

pret @ 2007-12-17T21:57:00

2007-12-18T04:02:46Z

wooo hoooo ...go wis. go.....gives me a happy....and i need one....

"green bay, wis.
Wiccan symbol added to City Hall roof display

A nativity scene on the roof of the local City Hall will share the spotlight this year with at least one other religious symbol -- the Wiccan pentacle. The Wiccan display added Friday consists of an evergreen wreath, about 3 feet across, encircling a gold five-pointed star. Perched a few feet away is a statue of Mary.

Wicca is a religion based on respect for Earth, nature and the cycle of the seasons. The City Hall rooftop might get more crowded; the city has received six requests to include displays from other religions as well."

pret @ 2007-12-09T04:05:00

2007-12-09T10:26:09Z

welllll....yesterday was fun...bethy and i are setting watching e.r. and sam was just walking in the door from school when we hear this major thump from brandons room and then sceaming.....beth and sam about knock each other over getting to the room w/ me a poor third (crippled dont cha know...sigh)

sooo we get to the room and wow. blood every where... turns out b is a free bleeder...yay...and has cut his little foot open on a metal thingy...so off to the e.r. we go......
now not only is brandon a bleeder he has no and i mean ,,,no pain tolerance and has lungs like you would not believe.....so here we are in the little room trying to calm him down ... and beth gets a call from her hubby .. who is in irak....

and is calling from the hospital there , because he just took shrapnel in his hand ... stiches for every one... yee haa..... at that point ..the melt down begain.....

not the best day...arrrrghhhhhh....but all is well..... no perm. damage to anthony or brandon....and beth is doing well...

and today i got to hang with dee this morning and see abi and matt tonite...sooo feeling more human myself.........def. yay for friends......

wow its 4;30 in the morning, guess i should go to bed.... sad to say though...i find my self staying up later and later..so i can have me time....when every one is down and its just me..... i need yonnah time...sigh....and topas time...... yep

ok .........time to crash...nite to me.....m

hee hee hee

2007-12-05T06:22:04Z

ok as a 50 something ,i gotta say the man is smarter than i thought he was......lol........

In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40:

60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS)

As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:

A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game , she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if you are acting like one. You don't ever have to wonder where you stand with her. Yes, we praise women over 40 for a multit ude of reasons. Unfortunately, it's not reciprocal. For every stunning, smart, well-coiffed, hot woman over 40, there is a bald, paunchy relic in yellow pants making a fool of himself with some 22-year old waitress. Ladies, I apologize. For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?", here's an update for you. Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage. Why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage!